Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Viva La Vida (again, attributed to Coldplay)
Hey all! Just wanted to catch you up on the week so far.
Cesar's (my two-year-old little brother) birthday was on Monday and we celebrated during the middle of an incredibly intense thunder storm that nearly flooded the driveway and got water all over the floor in my room. Cesar, however, was not present to enjoy the gooey chocolate cake and acompanying hot chocotale (Mexican style where a massive bar of Abuelita cinamon chocolate is melted into hot milk) because he fell asleep in the car in the way home and Julio and Queta knew that if they woke him up, he would probably be wild and awake for the rest of the night.
He opened his presents from all of us yesterday though: a really cool book with vocabulary hidden beneath little carboard doors, a Spider-Man themed notebook, and a pack of markers. Needless to say, his hands, pants, and the floor were red blue and green when he finished.
This is a busy week with papers, projects, and trips. I'm excited to be going to Cristo Rey tonight. And have also hit the underline button on this computer at school, and cannot figure out how to turn it off. But anyway, Cristo Rey tonight along with the completion of a project and then tomorrow, after class, I'll enjoy my last night in Guanajuato for a few days as Friday morning, we're leaving of Michoacan!
Look for another post tomorrow night before I go. Hope everyone has a great day!
Most Sincerely,
Lance
Monday, June 16, 2008
I put my summers back in a letter (attributed to Counting Crows).
Hello everybody!
I have for you today another journal entry from this weekend. Enjoy!
Domingo el 15 de junio de 2008
6:27 pm, the patio outside our house where the floor is checker-tiled orange and White and the mailing is of stone that resembles terracotta. The flowers planted around the top of the railing, in the top of the railing, are leafy green with pink stems that open up like balls of spider legs into red blooms. I’m dodging Goofy, our over excited but friendly deck dwelling fluffy sandy dog (so many adjectives, so few commas….), by standing while I write. The sun feels warm on my neck from the west and transforms my hand and pen into moving shadows across my arachnoid handwriting. The mountains and neighborhoods are all visible from here on the other side of Guijas (our neighborhood), and as I look down at the full clothesline and working washing machine outside our neighbor’s house where workers lay bricks on the second story everyday but Sunday even in the rain, I hear music in Spanish from somewhere neaby that was, just an hour before, “Come on Baby Light My Fire.”
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I’m again, rewarding myself with time to write as a break from my homework. Goofy keeps pushing himself against my calves and tickling me with his wet nose. I tried to sit down, but he kept trying to jump in my lap and chew my journal.
The mountain peaks are strong and real from here, and this city feels so alive to me that it’s hard to imagine that soon I will not be here.
Yesterday, we went to Dolores Hidalgo and San Miguel de Allende, two important locations in México’s independence. I almost spent a month in San Miguel for a creative writing class that would have been amazing, but I could only afford to do one trip and I decided that for bettering my Spanish and doing research for the novel, Guanajuato was the best choice.
(I was extremely sad to find out that the trip to San Miguel didn’t pan out because there weren’t enough students signed up for the class. I hope I can afford to go the next time it comes around.)
Dolores Hidalgo was pretty city that I only got to see for an hour or so before we had to leave. We visited an enormous church whose name I can’t remember but was also very baroque in nature having an over all cross shape with the left side of the front made of pure gold faces and angels of the Bible, the right side of ornately carved wood (about 500 square feet), and the center an overly elaborate set of stone depictions of Jesus with surrounded by gilded columns. I was interested to find out that the church had been build with an enormous patio in the front in order to make the church a more accessible and forcible religious place for the Aztecs when they were conquered because it resembled their temples.
I tried several different types of nieve (literally “snow” but really “ice cream”) because for some reason, Dolores is renowned for its multitude of strange flavored ice creams ranging from tequila to shrimp.
I did buy a small thing of tequila flavored nieve only to discover that it wasn’t tequila flavored—it was tequila infused. While it didn’t taste bad, and I have no moral objections to moderate alcohol consumption, I decided not to finish it because my sickness had resurfaced during the night before and I was struggling to stay hydrated enough without the aid of tequila.
We next went to the house of Miguel Hidalgo, the father of México’s independence from
I didn’t realize this until after I had purchased my orange PowerAde, after we had gone all the way through the bus station and only a few yards before we got onto the bus where I reached to pat my shoulder in search of the black nylon cords to grab my journal only to discover that there was nothing hanging from my back.
I ran frantically to my literature professor and said, “¡Carlos! ¡Yo Dejé mi mochila en la casa!” When we got there, a man was already bringing it out and I thanked him furiously.
After another long, rough and tumble bus ride (there were three in total for the day and one involved the guy sitting beside me having to furiously run up front after briefly saying, “Sorry, I don’t feel well.” He had to lay down in the front couple of seats with his legs outstretched and raised high above his head as we processed each insane twist and turn of the highway), that I slept through, I work up to see the spires of a larger than life cathedral in the middle of San Miguel de Allende.
The city was so incredible and I was thankful that we were given not one, but three and one half hours to explore the city. The major part of the city, we were told, was supposed to be the souvenir shopping in the markets.
We went to the markets, but I didn’t really buy much. After walking through the entire market, I realized that most of the things for purchase there were also for purchase in Guanajuato. Not to mention, I didn’t want to only remember the majestic San Miguel de Allende as the place where I lived out the capitalistic American dream of accumulation of more junk than I could ever need or want. Thus, Taylor and I decided to explore the city instead.
We left the markets and went walking and exploring around the streets into café’s and bookstores. The bookstore, however, was a bit disappointing in that it had not a single book in Spanish and the owners and clerks all spoke English to us as we entered—one lady even gave me a strange look when I gave my salutations in Spanish.
The café we went to was pretty great though. It was called San Augustine Café and specialized in the serving of churros (the authentic and much tastier ancestor of the cinnamon twist of Taco Bell). There, they were served with your choice of strong chocolate beverage in which to dip them. Despite my enduring intestinal problems, I ate an order anyway with Chocolate Méxicano (strong with cinnamon, muy rico!) and loved every bite.
The funny part was that I left my hat there, and though the owners were nice and were saving it for me when I returned, I lost it again later for good. But thankfully, it was only a hat and not my notebook. Now, someone in San Miguel has been blessed with a hat that survived the flood of last week and the sun bleach and head sweat induced by the pyramids of Teotihuacán.
Exploring the streets of San Miguel was exciting. Everything was kind f quiet and the buildings were stone textured and colorful like here in Guanajuato, though everything seemed to have more of a vibrancy of color than other parts of México I have visited.
For the most part, the people were really nice but were all really nice but were all speaking English.
The city was another reminder of why I like México so very much. There is something about how real and yet surreal everything is that I can never tell if I am reading, writing, or experiencing first hand. For this, I am grateful.
I think it is important to note also that while waiting with another student in the Jardín in front of the massive church where two weddings passed during our time in San Miguel, the student informed me that he/she was glad that Guanajuato was not representative of all of México and that San Miguel must then be representative of all of México citing reasons that Guanajuatans were rude and always in a hurry and that the people in San Miguel were super nice and never in a hurry about anything.
I must admit, I was a little taken aback and at a loss on how to respond. Guanajuato, with its kind people and contact with the reality of the working people who live their lives here, has come to feel almost like a second home to me. To hear that someone felt that this city was unwelcoming and in no way representative of this country was somewhat disheartening and disappointing.
But, I tried not to dwell on it too much. When we got back to Guanjuato, however, during our cab ride home, our cabbie turned out to be the shining example of why I love this city.
He talked with us almost all the way home, and every time he saw someone he knew he would sop for a second to say hello and sometimes shake their hands though the window. It was little bit of the South, a little bit of the community that I love so much in
He asked all about where we were studying and how we liked the city.
Each day, I gain more faith in humanity because of the individual people that don’t even realize how much they’ve blessed me through simple and brief, and genuine encounters.
As with everyday, I thank God I’m here.
I go into the end of this day after receiving another perfect score on a paper for my literature class excited and ready to write for all of the evening. I sadly have yet another paper to write (twice as long as normal), but I don’t even care.
This has been an amazing day for creativity and my book became even more reachable and real to me during class as I started to see where Jorge and his brother came from, what they group up in, and why they turned out to be who they did.
Through this program, I’ve been able to discover the history of the home of my characters, and to know so much more about them than I could ever imagine. I hope that I get time tonight to write in between papers and projects.
In another news, I will be away from my computer and any method of communication from early Friday morning until late Sunday evening as I am heading to the Mexican state of Michoacán to ride a horse for six hours to the middle of nowhere in weather that will most likely be insane, in order to climb to the peak of a volcano.
For those of you who’ve known me since I was very young, you know that I can’t wait J.
Among the things that most fascinated me as a child (and still do, I admit) are in this order of discovery: Spiders, Tornadoes, and Volcanoes.
Rest assured, there will be a bazillion pictures and maybe even a few videos.
Today, I would like to dedicate this post to Dr. Herman Spivey, who in his final words of incredible care and wisdom to his community, my community, said this:
“Take care of God's gifts and your gifts to each other.
Touch and feel.
Look and see.
Listen and learn.
Laugh, cry,--touch the gifts of creation for me...and perhaps, on occasion, remember me.”
I don’t think I can ever truly express how important this man was to me, my mother, and our community.
As you can tell by my constant mentioning of him, it’s hard for me to let go. I can’t believe that this happened while I was gone. But I’m thankful that I knew him. I’m thankful that he was able to serve our community for nearly half a century, and thankful that God cares enough for us to share such wonderful creations.
Okay, that’s enough for today. You all are so wonderful. I can’t wait to see you.
As of today, there are only 12 days left. I meet them with a mixture of joy and sadness. But that’s the best way to meet anything. With the richest emotions possible.
I love you all, and until the next post, I hope life miracles reveal themselves to you as they continue to do so for me.
With much love,
Lance
Friday, June 13, 2008
Don't you shiver? (this quote attributed to Coldplay).
Dogs bark outside our window where, just beyond the barbedwire topped fence surrounding our house a bicycle frame red and flecked from weather and time is at the top of a small heap of equally aged two-by-fours and red stone bricks.
It is Friday.
Friday is that magical day at the end of the week when Lorena starts our advanced Spanish grammar class late and ends it thirty minutes early, with a break in the middle to top that. Friday is the day Carlos has brought my literature class into my favorite part of being a writer and an English major: analyzing and interpreting the societal values of the short stories we are reading (completely in Spanish). Friday is the day that I feel better, the sun shines, and I can sit back and briefly enjoy my city without worry of the homework that will surely com to call on Sunday.
I’m feeling so much better from my brief stint with food poisoning.
I thank God that the sickness and medicating times were brief, and that I was able to gain another experience in
This evening, I wanted to share with you a little of the montage the past week has been with some commentary by me and few clips and observations from my journal. We had, this week, the chance to recover from food poison, inundations with rain that resulted in the flooding of parts of the city, grades given back to us, and of course a Callejoneada which consisted of a band of Cervantino dressed musicians who led us through the streets of the city playing, singing and dancing. This week has been quite an adventure:
First, a few notes of the flood as remembered directly from the pages of my journal:
miércoles 11 de junio de 2008
6:36 pm, Bagel Cafétin, with some saucy nineties music in the back ground, quiet, soaked from my jeans down and a spot on either side of my shirt where the rain leaked through my Alabama jacket, amidst the other studying students who quietly glance up from their books and laptop screens to face the gray that has, at this point, taken the life of at least one person in the tunnels that carry traffic like water underneath the city.
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My laptop is nearly dead and I can’t get to a plug at the moment, so I’m taking a break from homework to catch up on my writing. Bere and Sandra (the owners of Bagel Cafétin) greeted us with smiles as always as we came in. The evidence of our trip was all but obvious as we huddled under the door way to move out of the river on the slanted street and sidewalk next to the café. I smiled at Bere as I began to remove the jackt that had helped to transform my backpack and I into a tall, turtle looking figure (Taylor looked like that too, I’m sure we were fun to watch as we ambled here through the torrential rivers and down pours). We had passed through torrents of pink soapy water, lightning, and rushing umbrella-toting-scragglers, and one guy in particular who, bless his heart, was walking slowly and soakedly without a jacket or umbrella with a laptop case in one hand and a backpack in the other. We sloshed through the streets to get here with the rain giving no promise or indication remotely that it would let up. The image of Miguel de Cervantes met us outside the Quixote museum, stone still and darkened by the water pouring over his stolid frame.
I’m glad we’re here, though. My pants are soaked, my shoes are soaked, and a familiar cold that normally only comes around in the winter has begun to creep in around me.
But I’m so happy, through this adventure today, I look at everything with cherishing eyes because the trip has reached the halfway point. Halfway started or over, I cannot say. I’m a writer and choose not to force myself into an opinion on that. But I know, and I knew today, walking past the tre traffic lines of green and white tazis, and the quare stone tiled streets that were obscured by the rushing pink and gray water, that I will miss this place so much.
Each day is a little fuzzy and blurred as I wake and move through my life as I am told to do so by my schedule, and then as I choose to do so, by my purpose. I wonder if when I leave, this place will become like
Though Guanajuato, with its lake of primary colored square houses washing up the sides of the mountains from the valley will be a place I dream about and visit often—if not in the physical then in the metaphorical and in the window of the page in which I am the explorer, the alchemist, and the creator just as my Father before me.
Perhaps one of the greatest blessings and curses of being a writer is that you can never really leave anything. All experiences, places, and people contribute to the flavor and texture of the soup that is the mind and the soul—the lake that Stephen King and others continually refer to that we keep going back to drink from, sometimes cautiously with our hands, and others face first, depending on our faith in ourselves and in our God.
There’s a girl across the room from me at a short pewter gray table sitting on an orange square bench talking to her boyfriend on her webcam. She has a headset with microphone pulled over her ears and around her black hair and just a minute ago she got up, carefully cradling her computer as she toted it to the door and leaned the camera out to show him the flood of the street. I could see his face on the screen as she did, and hers as she came back to sit down, arranging her cords and smiling the smile of a girlfriend talking to her boyfriend who is thousands of miles away—a smile that can be felt and that makes me miss my girlfriend even more. It’s a smile you do with your whole self, one that gives off this warmth to all the people who see it because they can feel the connection, the reality that though you are thousands of miles away from that other person, there’s nothing in between you but the smoldering coals of the fire that keeps you both from getting cold. Yeah, I’m missing Becky a lot.
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We also got two sets of grades back this week! In my grammar class I got a 93 on my first test and in my literature class I got a perfect score on my first essay which made me extremely happy! Spanish is something that feeling like its improving for me everyday. I even fought off my fear and spoke up today in class about an abstract concept! I was so happy! I’m sure I sounded like a four year, but I don’t care. It made me feel confident.
Last night, our program, ISA, had a special Callejoneada planned for us (a street party kind of thing complete with musicians and all manner of excitement), and it was moved into the auditorium of the Escuela de Idiomas because of the potential for rain.
But, after the band played for us for ten minutes or so, the leader cried out that it wasn’t raining and we needed to get out of there into the streets! So, the band kept playing and dancing as they walked out and we followed them into the patio, then down the zigzagging alleys into the streets of Guanajuato where we blocked traffic and danced and sang!
At one point, we created a huge line through the street with each pair of people that went through attaching to the end and standing on either side with their hands held high touching palms. The band would stop in random historic street corner points where the leader would give us a bit of history followed by another rousing song that sometimes was Guantanamera, Besame Mucho, and tons of others!
Marching through the city, blocking traffic, cruising through the ever setting dusk of the evening in the enchantment of Guanajuato, I became all too painfully aware of how little time is left here in the city.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m looking forward to going home. I miss taking walks with my mom and talking about everything under the sun, hanging out with my dad and listening to his fun, often hilarious stories, sharing adventures with my girlfriend, and cutting up with my brother.
When I get home though, I still be walking through the streets of Guanajuato putting a few pesos in the hat of the women holding her baby as her younger son plays his accordion, smiling at the older gentleman in the cowboy hat who sits nearly asleep every morning surrounded by his little green squashes for sale, ordering my latte enamorado from Bere and Sandra at Bagel Cafétin and talking about class and life in my broken Spanish, and being in awe of the massive churches and statues of Plaza de La Paz just past the Jardín Unión where the trees all grow together in a triangle around the center.
How I ever got so blessed to be able to come here, I don’t know, but I offer thanks to God, the family of the late Alice Richards, and Prof. Michael Mejia for getting me here. After this, I don’t know that my writing, or my life will ever be the same.
Tomorrow, we will be heading into the cities of San Miguel de Allende and Dolores Hidalgo for a chance to walk around, buy some souvenirs, and apparently eat some amazing icecream. I can’t wait to go to San Miguel to see all the expatriates and artists and the amazing city that I have heard so much about.
Also, I will be compiling my postcard list this weekend. If you will send me your address to freelancefiction@gmail.com, I would love to send you a post card from
As always, I hope that this post finds you happy and well. I ask that as you go through your day tomorrow, you remember the families of Dr. Herman Spivey and Nancy Warren Simpson. Please also, if you would like, say a prayer for the Myers family of Trion.
Thank you all so much for reading! And please feel free to leave questions and comments! I would love to hear from you all!
Until next time, my wonderful friends and family,
Much Love,
Lance
Monday, June 9, 2008
It's our experiences that define us.
I come to the written world tonight after cooling not one, but three scorpions and after receiving my final of four shots that were not administered anywhere above my belt line. A great day to be a writer, I must say.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Buenas Noches everybody!
lunes el 2 de junio de 2008
8:34 pm, the bedroom next to ours again, my newly coined writing room where little Cesar daily comes to rip a hole in the garbage bags filled with old toys so that he can gradually cover my bed with special gifts that he finds there, which today included a clown with a parachute and an invitation to someone’s first communion. Feeling, well, down, but better now that I am writing again. Listening to Train’s first album.
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Today was a medium Spanish day in terms of speaking and understanding.
At lunch, there were a lot of people who came over to eat with us including some friends of Queta’s that have two exchange students from
We walked them to the ISA office and then wlaked around some for a little while before heading to meet some friends at Bagel Café Tin. I bought a hat because I sunburned my head on Saturday at Teotihuacán. It’s khaki and makes me look like an old man, but I don’t really care. I like it. When we went to Bagel Café Tin, we got there early so we waited outside for about thirty minutes or so for our friends who never came. We sat out in front of the café from about 6:30 until 7:00 next to a statute of Miguel de Cervantes, with our back to the Quixote museum, next to where an officer was standing with a rather large automatic weapon. A dog came by also, walking like a dirty ball of white stringy yarn and left a mess under the bench beside us. Several ISA students walked by, and some even came up to talk to us.
Bagel Café Tin was fun, and I wished that I had brought my notebook with me to inulge in the artistically stimulating ambience of the place with its windows opened to the free evening air and its happy primary colors. The owner is a short woman with spiky gelled hair. She came over to ask us wah we wanted and carried on a nice conversation about where we were studying and the professor from
It was funny that as we were sitting there, the coffee smell and tast took me back to Summerville, Georgia over four years ago at the bar or at behind the drums at The Percolator there on Main Street enjoying something real and vicid that was all but a memory that I could touch and feel. That’s when I started missing home and my girlfriend and my family. I wish they could all be here experiencing this enchanted place that is a city and a small town at the same time where faces daily become more and more familiar as we traverse to and from class, down and up hills in that order, through the smells of coffee and sometimes sewage, past the woman who sits under the bridge that houses Santo Café who throws out her red bent baseball cap to everyone who passes by as her son plays the accordion in the back ground and the old man next to her peddles CD’s and DVD’s from a box on the sidewalk.
To be able to share this in more than words is, indescribable. But, as the Brothers Gibb once sang, “It’s only words. And words are all I have, to take your heart away.”
In the time that I have been writing this, the sun has finally gone down and twilight has ceded pass to the blessed night. I love sunny days, dawn, and the night but something about the lighting at dusk incites and orange depression that I have never been able to understand or describe. It’s been there always since I was a child: a fear of twilight. Maybe because my vision doesn’t work at all during that time…I don’t know.
Today the lighting problems coincided with my homesickness which brought me into a more vivid homesickness that left me a bit restless and disoriented. Not to mention that there was no internet available to communicate with my family or my girlfriend, all of whom I miss dearly.
But as I write this and listen to m music, I’m fading into a feeling of homeostasis and even happiness that will carry me through the evening into the sunrise tomorrow, and with that, I’m okay.
I love you all and hope to hear from you soon! You can email me by clicking on the envelope shaped link below! Buenas Noches, mis amigos!
Most Sincerely,
Lance